If He Had Been With Me (If He Had Been with Me, #1)

The story includes detailed descriptions of making out and a significant off-page sexual encounter.

The story centers on a fatal car accident, though the physical impact is not graphic.

Frequent use of strong language including the F-word and other common profanities throughout.

Characters occasionally use the Lord's name as an exclamation or in casual frustration.

High school characters engage in underage drinking and recreational marijuana use at parties.

Autumn struggles with significant depression and there are references to self-harm and suicidal ideation.

The emotional weight of the ending is heavy, but there is no horror content.

There are no occult or supernatural elements in this realistic fiction novel.

A secondary character is mentioned as being gay, but it is not a primary focus.

The story prioritizes emotional fulfillment and 'what if' regrets over objective moral frameworks.

Christianity is largely absent and ignored rather than being actively mocked or attacked.

Autumn shows some emotional resilience while navigating the social pressures of high school life.

There is no mention of Christian faith or reliance on God during trials.

The book explores deep emotional bonds and the complexities of long-term friendship and family.

Characters attempt to reconcile past misunderstandings, though true repentance is not a central theme.